That particular week before the wedding was a tough one for me. Actually, the first four days of the new year were pretty awesome- I spent my new year praying for a lot of loved ones, the first day of the year I went to the Congregation of the Sisters of St. Joseph, and all-around I was feeling some great closeness to Him. I thought I had everything all figured out. In fact, I made that big mistake of saying, "The spiritual growth I have experienced this past week has been great. Thank you for filling me with Love. God, I think I got it covered from this point..." :)
Yes, it was good that I was thankful and gracious for His peace but I was ready to be all independent again. When the spiritual warfare was brought on.....I failed miserably. It was beyond frustrating to say the least. Why was I so weak?
So after a couple of conversations with a few people I was hopeful once again. I was ready for my next battle. :) After a particular conversation, I was ready to begin learning again and felt I needed to add some weapons to my arsenal. Not that I have stopped learning since becoming Catholic but my memorization goals haven't been as high on my priority list. But I decided there were a few prayers I needed to memorize to help me when I felt I needed a little extra help in my day. The big one being the Prayer to St. Michael.
I was already recognizing how I allowed the Devil to enter into my conversations and effect my actions all too easily. I wanted to do something about it. So I decided I would nerd it up on the way to Kansas City. I had several people I wanted to pray for, I wanted to memorize more of the mysteries of the rosary, say some rosaries and I wanted to have that prayer to St. Michael down so could I could spout it off in my sleep. It was a very productive day. And I continued the goodness on my ride home.
Needless to say, it was a very good thing I began asking for intercession from St. Michael. In particular there were a couple of days this past week where I found myself asking for St. Michael's help more times than I did on my road trip with St. Michael. St. Michael was pretty much the only reason I got through my week. And I am okay with that. :)
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